Do you remember what I said the first time I met you? I was an idiot of course.
I just wanted to say I’m sorry for….
never returning your CD (I still have it).
the time when we were hanging out at someones house I did not really know very well, partying. You said something really serious that could have changed both of our personal lives forever, and my reaction was to laugh (Because I was scared, surprised, stoned, and stupid).
being a jerk
never actually telling you how I felt about you (but I think you had suspicions)
not waiting until you were ready to take that step
getting scared, running away, and hiding from my feelings and the truth
denying myself so much for so long, I can never try again with you without crushing other peoples lives.
It’s not too late for you
Someone is out there, probably right in front of you
Just stop closing your eyes
I miss you so much