On second thought, I think our connection and our bond IS polar…
We are opposites – and opposites attract, it’s that simple.
I’ve never been able to fight the pull towards you.
You’ve always had this insane, in-explain-able, chemical and magnetic pull on me.
I love it.
I believe our attraction and connection goes deeper than chemicals and goes into the soul, our very spirits. I’ll love you forever and I’ve loved you forever. I loved you before I was born, before I met you, and I’ll love even after I die.
I’ll always love you baby…
I want to be with you but I hope you know this isn’t a movie. I’m still introverted. I didn’t suddenly become extroverted and driving up to your university by myself would be a really big deal. I’m not willing to get my heart stomped on any further in case that’s what you have intended for me.
Part of me feels like you actually want me to surprise you and pull of this huge romantic feat…Well, it would mean just as much coming from you…if you love me.. it would be just as romantic if you surprised be somehow.
I know you’re the girl but fuck gender roles; I already told you I loved you and look where it got me…
I’m also hesitant to drive to your university because I’m scared of what I might do when/if I see your boyfriend (or ex). I assure you I can be everything you look for a male. I can be very dominant and I’ll be the man the you want me to be and more. I just don’t know if I can surprise you.
If you love me, it’d be really nice if you gave me an way-in that wasn’t so dramatic. Honestly, if you contacted me, we could just start dating and we could keep a secret for as long as you wanted (if that’s what you wanted)…
I don’t want to hurt anybody. I just want you to break up with your boyfriend and start a relationship with me. No one has to get hurt, especially any more than I’ve already been hurt.
I’ll always love you.
I miss you.
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