I’m afraid I will be disappointing you tonight. But please, please do not become discouraged.
What’s most important here, I think, is the reason for my actions, or in this case, my inaction. I assure you, for once, it is not out of fear. In fact, since I got a little taste of you back in my life, all I can think about is seeing you again. With this situation, there are certain other actors involved. Actors that don’t know me beyond what you’ve told them. And that worried me a lot last time; I was not so sure I was welcome; not by you, but by them. What if I told you I fixed that last week. That I preempted that from bothering me next time. As determined as I am, I am also tactical. Or maybe just needlessly paranoid. Or maybe a combination of both. It doesn’t matter. The point I’m trying to make is that I am SOOOO ready to start the next chapter of my life. You know, the chapter where we fall helplessly in love with each other all over again and start our lives together. This IS going to happen baby, and I hope you’re as excited about it as I am.
Soon my love.