• welcome home

    by  • September 17, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Wow. So, it took over a year, but here we are, talking again. What’s funny is that even though we have a year of space between us, we’re communicating the exact same way we used to, the same humorous, sarcastic, intelligent conversations we used to have, and it’s as though no time has passed at all. I hope that you can see it too, although, I’m not sure that you’re willing to accept that there is still that same connection, that same feeling of synchronization that we’ve always had. I know that I hurt you; you came into my life at a very poor time, and I’m sorry for the way that everything played out. There’s no point in telling you what I’d have done differently, because I can’t change what happened. So let’s focus on the present:
    I am still incredibly in love with you. Before you, I thought I knew what love was. But I have never felt this way about anyone in my entire life, and I wouldn’t change that for the world. Part of me thinks that you still feel that way too, at least a little bit. You put on this façade for your friends, “Oh, why would I even want to be friends with her again?”, and “Give me one good reason I should care”, yet you were so quick to respond when I finally came up with the courage to reach out to you, not to mention more than willing to meet up and chat. You say that you “merely want to make things less awkward”, but if that were truly the case, you wouldn’t bother making conversation out of bullshit topics with me for hours on end, wouldn’t smile and laugh to yourself at my dumb comments. It’s obvious that you miss me, and I really hope that you don’t hold yourself back in the rekindling of our relationship. You are an amazing person, and I don’t want to see the cold-shoulder façade that you put up out of fear. I want you. I want to be reunited with the guy who I fell so hard for so many, many months ago, who, whether you believe it or not, has held my heart this entire time. It was always you.

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