I can feel your attitude or bad energy . I don’t like it. You have something to say that you haven’t been saying I think. Say it. We will see what happens. I definitely got cold shouldered while trying to be giving. As usual. I give and never get. Would it kill you to reach out in a gesture of kindness to show me u do care for me? Maybe I’m wrong but the words I love u are sacred to you. They are to me to but I’ve said them to you. I do because I never know when you will be gone. I always feel you will leave me tragically. I worry. I care. You’re kinda my BFF and I wish you weren’t so guarded. I wish just once. Even if its only once in this life. Show me how you really feel about me. I can’t believe you would let this ride out for the rest of time without just once fully opening up to me about it all. Why all of the other girls and not me? Maybe your just not that deep. Man up. Pin me into a corner and take what you want. Even if its just a simple kiss. Our flames were built to come together at some point. I’m so tired of fighting the pull to you. The unvierse fucked me over on this one. Ever where I go, there you are. Signs, smbols, your name. I can’t escape. Please help me to understand why? I let go but I can’t all the way. I need you to help me. Do what needs to be done. Balls. I need you to have them because mine are gone.