Well, I’ve started to feel the way I did before. I’m getting jealous again and I feel hurt. Yes, I still love you. But I am coming to realisation, you will only hurt me again and again, use me, break my heart, put me at the bottom of the list of priorities as usual and treat me like shit.
I can’t believe I am waiting by my phone, for a text, a text that will never come, or at a time that isn’t for me but for you.
I know your are a complete arsehole!! But what do I do??
I still love you. I want you to be with me, not her. I want you to grow a pair, and sort your bloody life out. Then sweep me off my feet and treat me like a princess, like you always said I deserved to be!
You have one last chance James…
Prove them all wrong, and show them it is me you want.
Prove that you love me before it’s too late.