• I forgive you, I forgive me

    by  • September 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 1 Comment

    To someone I used to know…

    I wish I could say this to you in person, but I know I can’t. You might still think I’m angry at you or hate you since we haven’t spoken for a year now…I know this isn’t an easy thing for me, I wonder what it is like for you.

    I know I was wrong when I got so cut for what you said. But what you said, really truly, did hurt my feelings, I was actually quite mad at myself for not doing anything after what you said. I just let the pain sink in. I wanted you to experience my hurt so I sent you the harsh letter…I don’t know what I was thinking at that time, probably just wanting you to feel how hurt I was…but I guess you took it the wrong way. I am sorry for hurting you in any way.

    I just feel like I need some closure about it. Even though we are no longer the friends we used to be…I am so thankful that you were once part of my life. The days when you made me feel so happy, so glad to be in language classes. Sometimes I look back and realise how much I miss you, the girl I used to put so much trust in. Maybe you think it’s ironic for me again to make it sound like I’ve known you for a long time…the truth is, I did see you as one of my closest friends. I am now leaving all the anger behind, because I need to respect you, and of course myself. Perhaps you don’t even care about this incidence anymore…

    Good luck. I wish you all the best.

    ~Me

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    One Response to I forgive you, I forgive me

    1. A
      September 11, 2015 at 5:06 am

      I can relate to this, thanks.




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