It’s been a while since i’ve felt something for someone knowing that those feeling I have are real, and not just a phase. I hate thinking of you while you think of her after you thought about me while being with her. Now it’s all messed up. I know I deserve better. I know you don’t care I know I will forget this feeling until you come looking for me again. Why I let you in is out of my sight and it really hurts not knowing what it is that I want, or if what you are doing has a reason other than “as a man, you get bored of the relationship”. It’s just not fair, not for her and not for me. Now I am here not knowing what to do or what to say other than I like you and I hope it goes away.