• Archive for September 7th, 2015

    I know, this shit is hard

    by  • September 7, 2015 • Trust • 2 Comments

    You’ve hurt me. Badly and often. That’s just going to happen in a serious relationship; I understand that and I know we’re both far from perfect. I do give you some grace on some of it. But not all of it. Its hard for me to reach out to you, in any way, because in

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    Tough question…

    by  • September 7, 2015 • To You • 0 Comments

    I’ve realized, or maybe I’ve always known, that we will ALWAYS fight a lot. It doesn’t have anything to do with personal growth or maturity; that’s just who we are individually: stubborn, strong-willed people. That’s not necessarily a bad thing. Can you even imagine if we ever combined forces? If we worked together, and believed

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    Into my mind

    by  • September 7, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    Today is almost over. Today is almost tomorrow, and tomorrow is a new today. But for the past 6 years of my “today’s,” I’ve suffered through a couple things. Born into a lovingless family, I looked for love and affection in other men. This lead to a lot of things. I miss so many people

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    Hey Mom

    by  • September 7, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    It’s been awhile since I’ve written you. No matter, you’ve still remembered me, given me advice, given me courage, and been there for me sometimes when I really needed you. I can’t tell you how much that means to me. Don’t think I don’t notice. It is a little funny, some of the things you

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    White Demon

    by  • September 7, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I don’t want this This decision This choice The place I thought I’d always be, that if anyone tried to make me leave they’d have to kill me first But, the place wasn’t what kept me It was you, always But now, you’ve ripped out my insides and fed them to your dogs This isn’t

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