I really wish you the best in college. It’s hard when you’re still my best friend and things are so complicated. I miss the little things we used to do together; the simple “let’s hang out” texts. Now I can’t text you that anymore and it really hurts me. Or, when I’m so close to texting you to hang out and I realize that isn’t possible. But, in the end, all I want is for you to be happy. To love your life and everyone in it. What we had as a couple is something I will never regret. You will always be my first love and, you never know, maybe my last. Or maybe not. I leave it to God. Regardless, you mean more to me than anyone. Sometimes I wonder if it were to be different if we decided to stay together, but I really don’t think so. We still get to talk to each other and I still laugh at all your stupid jokes. The one thing I do miss is telling you I love you. And I know that no matter how much distance is between us, I will always love you. From the moment we became friends you have been my partner in crime and really the love of my life. And even though things are a but different now, those things will never change. Thank you for loving me these past couple years. I really can’t imagine life without you now.