My emotions have been everywhere today. Either too high or too low. To get some comfort around here is nearly to impossible. Talking doesn’t help and an shower to ease me doesn’t help, nothing seems to help. I feel like I’m losing my mind. To think I would be comforted in your arms after crying in the bathroom. No, you’re on your own. You get to be all up in your own feelings by yourself. I’m so sick of crying and not having someone tell me it’s gonna be okay, like being this way will go away and I’ll get to be normal. Sometimes it’s all too much to handle. It’s too much.