I had a really great experience with you today. We talked about things in our marriage. We acknowledged our failures and we encouraged each other to grow. I tried really hard not to push you and it seems like it paid off. You are considering being my friend again on Facebook. As stupid as it sounds I think that it is a really big step. You once told me that you would never be friends with someone on Facebook that you wouldn’t let inside your home, and that means a lot. After you told me good night I had the worst time trying to get to sleep. I finally found sleep and had a dream. It was good. I was talking to out daughter about bands. We were connecting. It felt really good. I woke up a half hour later and wanted to tell someone about it. I looked for you. I looked for you and you weren’t there. I think that is the hardest part. I’m trying really hard to let you set the pace and see if you want me back in your life, in the mean time I miss you right now way more than I ever thought that I could. I want to tell you all the things, but I can’t, and I don’t think I have anyone that I could tell them to. I can’t wait to tell you everything again. I miss you, I love you, and I can not wait for the next time we talk. I just want to hold you in my arms and live like all of this is over. I hope you are sleeping well and think of me fondly. Good night. I love you.