This is another night that I can’t fall asleep. I just can’t stop thinking about what could’ve happen between us. Its just like every single night that I can’t fall asleep but this time is different. This time is the night I can’t fall asleep because I know that when the sun comes up you will be gone. You are leaving town for college now and I just can’t handle the fact that after tomorrow we will go apart. I will miss you but somehow when you leave in that plane I will need to forget, not only about you but about us and what could’ve been. Maybe it will be hard, but maybe that is the only cure to my broken heart, leaving you behind. This way maybe after a while it won’t be another night where I won’t be able to close my eyes or another sleepless night.
*maybe we are destined to be together but just not now.