I love your eyes. Your smile. Your laugh. I wish I could talk to you. You’re so funny. I hope we have classes together. I have so many countless letters written to you that I will never send. I hope you know how truly special you are… And I wish you were mine. I saw you the other day. You looked at me and we stared at each other for longer than we should have. Why is everything so complicated? I like you, you like me, so why can’t we just be together? It’s like your brother says, “You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take.”
I just want to see you. You’re so sweet and kind. I am forever in debt to you for saving my cousin that day in 6th grade. What you did may not seem like a big deal to you, but you don’t understand how much you shaped his life at that moment. I can never thank you enough.
Maybe if we have any classes together, I’ll say hi and smile. I hope you say it back. I am constantly amazed by the things you say, entranced by the things you do, and you made summer school worthwhile. I was having shitty days left and right, but you always managed to lift my spirits. I have honestly never laughed so hard in my life.
I wish you happiness and success in all that you do.
P.S. You have the most beautiful hands I’ve ever seen in my life. Let me draw them, ma cherie?