Because I seriously tell you everything, too much probably!
I’ve never held back from you, at least after we actually became friends.
There’s a part of me that has thought we were going to be together, i’m not sure when exactly…but even whilst we dated other people I always had in the back of my mind that I couldn’t see myself ending up with them, but I swear I could picture us twenty or thirty years down the line and happy.
You’ve been with your girl for a long time now though, doesn’t look like she was the temporary distraction I thought she was.
Maybe I was just delusional the whole time, while I can still picture us together perfectly I can’t imagine what steps would actually take place in reality for that to happen.
You’re my best friend and I want to keep what we do have, but i’m starting to wonder if i’ll always have you in mind no matter who i’m with.