• me and you

    by  • August 23, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I am pretty sure I love you and other times I question it
    We have been together about 9 or 10 months. I let you pick the official date we got together not wanting to correct you. Anyway you have a daughter and I don’t have any kids of my own. Deep down I don’t think I want to marry you or have kids with you. I want my own family. Not one where my kids never meet there brothers or sisters. I want to marry someone without kids like me. But in this day in age that’s more or a fantasy. I do care about you a lot and you care about me but I think that’s a far as it goes. I don’t think our love is real. Every since we met our relationship has revolved around drinking and smoking. We are both hard headed and want things our way. We work different schedules and I go too far out of my way to see you to often. I’ve put probably 20k miles on my car since we met. And that’s just mind blowing I go out of my way for you way more then you do me. That’s not what it’s about but I just wish you appreciated me more.

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