• What am I to myself?

    by  • August 19, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 2 Comments

    I don’t understand myself anymore. I thought i knew who i was. But, in the end i never did. Ha. Probably never will either. Yet i can’t seem to let go of the idea of finding who i am. Who i used to be. Who i want to be. I don’t want to struggle anymore.Please. No more. I can’t be like this anymore. I can’t take being like this anymore. This isn’t who i am! This isn’t who i want to be!? I just….There’s always an end right? This has to end. It has to. No more misery. NO more frustration. No.More.Regrets. I can’t keep hiding. I can’t keep thinking that this is all that there is. Of me.TO be free is all i want. To know that there will be a new opening. Some place i know i don’t have to pretend. I just need to know that you’re there. That i’m there. Somewhere. I don’t want to be lost anymore.Please.please.

    2 Responses to What am I to myself?

    1. hi
      August 20, 2015 at 9:21 am

      I just want to say I like your post thank you:)
      There should be a thumbs up option on the letters people post on this site. It would be nice.

    2. not that bad
      August 24, 2015 at 3:42 pm

      The deeper you dig the less you know. This won’t last forever. Eventually you’ll get worn out and numb. Eventually you’ll accept simple “truths”. So take your chance and do the work while you can.

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