I don’t understand myself anymore. I thought i knew who i was. But, in the end i never did. Ha. Probably never will either. Yet i can’t seem to let go of the idea of finding who i am. Who i used to be. Who i want to be. I don’t want to struggle anymore.Please. No more. I can’t be like this anymore. I can’t take being like this anymore. This isn’t who i am! This isn’t who i want to be!? I just….There’s always an end right? This has to end. It has to. No more misery. NO more frustration. No.More.Regrets. I can’t keep hiding. I can’t keep thinking that this is all that there is. Of me.TO be free is all i want. To know that there will be a new opening. Some place i know i don’t have to pretend. I just need to know that you’re there. That i’m there. Somewhere. I don’t want to be lost anymore.Please.please.