Throughout the past year or so, I have been trying to find a way back into your life despite your claim that you don’t allow people who used to be in your life back into it.
I am no longer going to chase you.
There are times where I truly miss you and our bond. It hurts that you cut me out of your life the way you did. There was no closure involved, and that’s what bothers me.
You’ve hurt me a lot in the past, and I gave you more chances than I can count. Yet, you couldn’t give me the same mercy in return. And despite your ongoing pretense of ‘caring’ about me, I am put under the impression that you actually hold my previous decision against me, even when I did make up for it. If that’s the case, that’s truly a disappointment.
You don’t deserve my time
You don’t deserve my sympathy
and you most certainly don’t deserve me.