• I really need you!

    by  • August 17, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Doubt • 1 Comment

    It’s been such a long time since I last saw you. I’m starting to think you don’t care and don’t even think about me anymore, but I guess that’s completely up to you.
    I’m having a difficult time lately and I really wish I would be able to talk to you, but no.. I guess not.
    I really need you right now. I’m losing hope & belief in myself and don’t know how much longer I can pretend. I’m always scared & worried about too many things, sometimes I wish I could relax and just wait and see, but I can’t, I’m just so stressed out lately. I feel low and feel that I’m not ever gonna be good enough, I’m getting so fed up of having negative feedback on assignments, I know they’re there to help me improve, but i just feel so shit. I feel like I’ve got worse and will never be as good as anyone else.
    I really wish I could see you! Talk to you!
    You are the only person that has ever really believed in me..
    I miss you so so so much!!
    I think all the time about it. I wish we could meet up and imagine sitting across the table from you in a restaurant/ cafe or walking alongside you.
    I miss you!
    I just wish things were different, but I know you can’t control what other people do, it’s up to them. I just wish sometimes things were easier, different, that’s all.

    Please please contact me if you do still care <3

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    One Response to I really need you!

    1. I miss you too
      August 17, 2015 at 7:40 pm

      I wish this was you, but there’s such a slim chance. I still miss you so much.
      I am so tired, with a heavy heart. I guess I’ll hear from you if it really is you,
      you know how to contact me…
      I still have open arms, even though my heart has frozen over.
      If it’s not you, well, whoever you are – I wish you happiness and good luck.



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