Tonight I gave you a test more of a question and option to answer, your reply come as no surprise you shot me down once again and I can’t lie I was hurt I went red and my face felt flushed it was a good job it was over text as I would have died if we was face to face. Fact is you don’t love me like that you never will and once again I heard it from you, no guess work needed it was what you didn’t say that gave me the answer I needed.
See that’s not the problem the problem is still dealing with being inlove with someone you are so close to I can’t stop loving you I don’t know how to. It’s all I know I’ve been inlove with you for so many years that it is all I know but I don’t want to be in love with you anymore I don’t want to get hurt from simple things and be so sensitive to how you treat me (which isn’t bad) but I still get affected by everything that happens or is said in different ways.
I wish I had a cure of how to get over being in love with you because I sure as hell would take it in an instant. It’s not your fault you don’t feel the same way. I just wish things were different.