The emotional turmoil just never ends….today has been a good day but you still cross my mind every hour, every day and certainly every night….I miss you cupping my face, I miss our kiss, our lips fitted together so perfectly. I miss nuzzling your neck and watching your reaction, made my heart smile. I miss hearing you mumble in your sleep, feeling your breath on me, your laugh, your smile, your eyes when they stare intensely into mine. I wish there was a time machine, I would have handled some things differently but i’m not sure if you would? I don’t think ill ever understand the things you did, what you are doing now and its because of that we cant even speak anymore. Its all just so damn sad and horrible. I wish things were different.