I think this may actually be the end for us. We have gone back and forth for so long. One minute you hate me and the next you say you love me and that you want everything to be okay. I want nothing more than for you to answer like you’ve always done and tell me everything is going to be okay and that it isn’t over. You keep telling me that sometimes you just overreact but this time I don’t think you’re coming back. I made a mistake I just want to make it up to you. To show you how much I love you and to show you how happy I can make you. I made a mistake that ruined everything and I know we can fix it. You still love me deep down. If you didn’t then we wouldn’t be back and forth like this. I keep thinking that maybe I just need to give you time, but I’m afraid that time may push you away from me. The thought of everything we have been through ending like this is a thought I cannot bare. You are the most important person to me and I won’t give up on us, even if you do.