• I should know

    by  • July 26, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 2 Comments

    Really, I should know what’s going on and what starts it off by now…
    Yet I haven’t learned my lesson from last time.
    One commitment phobe developing a crush on another commitment phobe. That’s probably the only thing worse than a commitment phile wanting a commitment phobe.
    So many nights with drinks and conversations and nothing, then tonight, a switch flicks.
    Something in my Coke?
    The light being different?
    I don’t know, but
    Uh oh! and
    No, no, no, no, no.
    This won’t end well.
    It never does.

    2 Responses to I should know

    1. who knows
      July 26, 2015 at 3:42 pm

      Maybe you should stop thinking of an end and enjoy what is.

    2. Author
      July 27, 2015 at 8:22 am

      I’m trying to continue to enjoy what I know is there – a lovely friendship. A safe haven. Previous experience tells me that “what if” is a poison. I’m not ready for this.

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