• Broken

    by  • July 26, 2015 • * Safe for Work * • 0 Comments

    I am so broken. I am ashamed of my being. i don’t want to be anymore. The first man i ever loved and love deeply with all my heart has truly and surely broken me. everyday i see the man i been with for ten years does not care about my safety or well being. i have no one to comfort me when i’m sick. i have no one to wipe my tears away. only someone to tell me i’m not and to stop crying like a baby. there will never be anyone here for me not truly for me and that is my fault. i chose him over my true love my soulmate and now this is the life i deserve. he never apologizes he’s never wrong and i am all that is wrong with everything. he abuses me in every way imaginable emotinally mentally physically. i thought i was going to die the other night when he choked the life from me again. i was dizzy for hours afterwards maybe i’m starting to get brain damage…i will never be whole again i will always be lost i will always just…be inside myself waiting thinking dreaming of what could have been of my one true love…i

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