• I miss you

    by  • July 25, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 8 Comments

    Fact: A year ago I wanted nothing more than to hurt you. I wanted to run into you, so you could see the betrayal and the hate I felt for you. It was etched on my face; you could not have misconstrued it.

    Fact: A year ago I did not understand. You called me toxic and I mocked you for it. I was right; you were wrong. That was the way our friendship seemed to be. Never once could I have dreamed that I could push you away. You always came back after all. I crossed a line somewhere, I am not sure where though.

    Fact: it took me a long time to understand. Behind my jokes and endless teasing, I was still quite hurt. Our lack of friendship broke my heart, shattered my core. I felt empty without you. Pride though, it is a funny thing. I could never truly understand the pain I caused because of it. I’m sorry.

    Fact: I miss you still. Days like these make me wish that things were how they used to be. I was not the best friend you needed, but I wish I could be again. Funny thing though, pride, it never lets you go back home again.

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    8 Responses to I miss you

    1. J
      July 25, 2015 at 7:12 pm

      Toxic….I thought only I used that. I haven’t been on here in a year or longer and I’m almost positive my ex doesn’t know this site. But what a coincidental story




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    2. Bundle
      July 25, 2015 at 10:54 pm

      I know someone who’s lonely because they’re proud , stupid , selfish , and trauma inflicting .

      It’s only going to get worse for them , because they know the difference between right and wrong .

      And I don’t care .




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    3. Lion @Bundle
      July 26, 2015 at 2:06 am

      That’s quite the combination of negative adjectives to describe a person…

      You say you ‘know’ this person but do you?

      What’s it to you if you don’t care? Is this person so ‘trauma inflicting’ that you need to vent about them on an anonymous website?

      Why do you think it’s only going to get worse for them?

      Maybe it’s only going to get better




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    4. Bundle
      July 26, 2015 at 7:31 am

      Conscience is the reason its going to get worse .




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    5. Lion @Bundle
      July 27, 2015 at 12:33 am

      Makes no sense…




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    6. Lion @Bundle also...
      July 27, 2015 at 1:26 am

      Maybe this person has a lack of conscience

      Bundle, I guarantee you don’t know this person..

      Maybe it’s only going to get worse for you…

      Do you have a guilty conscience, ‘Bundle’?




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    7. Lion @Bundle also..
      July 27, 2015 at 11:45 am

      Do you want it to get worse for this person??




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    8. Bundle
      July 27, 2015 at 5:34 pm

      Jeez . . .




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