• C.D.

    by  • July 22, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    I never thought the woman of my dreams was real. But she is so real. She is realer than real. I could write forever about everything I adore about her and it still wouldn’t be long enough because, though no one is perfect, she is. To me, she is. I have never and I know I will never meet anyone like her again. I watch everything she does. Everyday, I wait for an update from her. I can’t count how many times I have belly laughed at some of the crazy things she says and does. Or how many times I have nodded in agreement to a thought of hers, even though I only get a small glimpse into her life. I can’t even say I have a crush on her because, to me, crushes aren’t entirely based on reality. But anything I could possibly think about her is the truth. I care about her. And that is what scares me. That’s why I try my best not to entertain thoughts of her. Because I would never, ever have her. But I am rooting for her in everything she does and I am so happy that she has such an amazing life. If anyone on this planet deserves it, it’s her. And I hope she knows that and feels it. Glad I could share this somewhere as I’ve been keeping it in for a while.

    3 Responses to C.D.

    1. Bundle
      July 23, 2015 at 2:18 pm

      Nice to be appreciated for a change .

      ( That’s enough – ed )

    2. Dani
      December 12, 2015 at 2:50 am

      I wish this was from C.B.
      I am secretly hoping for an anonymous letter from him. I love him but I know I can never have him. This is how I wish he felt about me, and if I knew he felt this way- even though nothing could be done about it- it would be nice to know. -D

    3. Dani
      December 12, 2015 at 12:34 pm

      It’s probably not you, but I wish this was a letter from C.B. He is the man of my dreams, I love him. Although we will probably never be together, I just want him to know I love him and always will. -D.C.

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