• Respect……

    by  • July 20, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    I just don’t get it. I just don’t get you. You left me and said it was because of how I treated you. You still say to this day that I never gave you enough respect and that it was important to you. In order to get respect you must respect yourself. I gave you as much respect as you gave yourself. What I did do was not communicate properly with you about our issues, I just let them brew. Brew to the point I shut down and would not talk, as talking to you made me feel like I had no view. I was always having to see things your way and agree with you. I was only ever shut down if I tried to give my opinion, shut down because that opinion didn’t match with you. A year on and you tell me that your girlfriend of 8-9mnths pulled a knife on you. But yet you are still with her trying to work things through. I don’t get it. Never in my life would I have pulled a knife on you, I never would have done it out of respect for you! You then go on and mention that she doesn’t trust you. Well I trusted you, I even let you travel to Kal with Kerry that is how much I trusted you. Not once did I question your actions or were you where. But yet again that wasn’t good enough for you. I understand why she doesn’t trust you. Remember who you slept with on her bday… that’s right, you have already cheated on her months ago and you still continue to try and make things work with her.

    Just tell me the real reason why you left me, as I am seeing what you are putting up with and quite frankly it seems much worse than anything we ever went through. Pulling a knife is the same as loading a gun. What you say you want and what you put up with makes me think that you never fought for us nor tried to make it work. You told me once again I am a beautiful person, I can only assume you are lying because if I was this person you claim I am, you would show this in your actions and fight for me. Even if you did fight for me know though I would not want to be with you as I think you don’t even know who you are or what you want in life. It’s a shame I feel this way about you, you have been the only person that has shown me who I really am and made me realise what I truly deserve in a relationship and sadly that is not you. Until one day my friend when you might realize all I ever wanted was to be happy with you. Just us two…

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