I trust God and know he has a plan for me. Sometimes I feel so twisted in different directions, I really wonder what it is, or if I am actually the one in control?
I pray everyday for him to guide me in the right direction. Yet sometimes, I am SO confused to what direction I need to be going.
Here is a run down:
A. I’m unemployed and living in my parents home. I haven’t had any promising luck on finding a job.
B. My school keeps dragging on. As soon as I think I’m done, something else pops up.
C. I’m in love. And it sucks so much. I’m chasing someone that doesn’t love me, while also finding out I have someone that does actually love me that lives across the country. And that person is the same sex.
My world is beginning to flip. This life I have worked hard for is turning out to be not something I don’t want, but something I haven’t expected or seen. I am thankful, yet surprised. I just need some advice.