No more talking about you…. I can’t mentioned you anyway… I just can’t… Cuz my heart is bleeding so much….
I don’t know if I want to sexting with you or not… I’m lost… Will I ever touch you? Will I ever kiss you? Not… Your kisses and hugs will stay in my head and my mind all my life… I will keep dreaming…dreams are allowed, right?
Why are you doing this to me? You wrote a message…. Why after a whole month? And again you didn’t say goodbye… But it was nice two and half an hour speak to you again…. OK it was about sex mostly but whatever… I still like you… Will I ever forget you?
Why? Why are you so cold to me? That hurts… I can’t stand all of this shit that is going on…. I like you so much…
What a mess I am, huh? What should I do?
Love ya, XX