I don’t know how to communicate with you. Because I love you. This is my experience: When you treat girls with respect, when you listen to them, they see you as only a friend, and that never changes. The only way I’ve ever gotten a girl to be interested in me is by treating them like crap.
That’s not at all what I want. I fantasize about an equal relationship where I can be supportive and kind and that’s reciprocated. But I don’t think that’s real. You’e certainly never disproved that, at least in a romantic sense.
You want me to be a dick, someone you can be ‘attracted’ to? I cant do that. Honestly, I’d rather be alone than continue trying to be someone I’m not.