• Silence and patience

    by  • July 14, 2015 • To You • 5 Comments

    Hey. I hope you’re doing well…I love you…

    I wish I could say I’m happy but I can’t. Honestly, you have no idea how much you mean to me.. You shutting me out of your life is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.
    I feel completely empty. My life is eMpTy… To be honest, I’ve never been more upset in my life..

    I wish you wanted to talk to me…but you don’t care. I guess I just found that really surprising. How can I be in love with someone who doesn’t give a fuck about me? I feel awful. Everyone and everything around me tells me to let go and I just can’t. I thought if anyone would give a fuck about me it’d be you. I can’t believe this…

    You’re the only girl who’s in my dreams. You’re the only girl I’ve ever pictured myself in a relationship with. I wish you loved me…You know, I don’t need you to make me happy…but you already gave me so much hope and happiness in the past and that may have been enough.

    I’ll always love you… You make me feel like I’m fucking crazy….I’m definitely impulsive and a little naive but you make me feel like I’m insane. I’m definitely crazy about you.. I’m passionate about you…The way I feel about you doesn’t go away…you’re on my mind all the time…I want you more than anything I’ve ever wanted in my life…..God damn…this is really fucking awful

    Also, Fuuuuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkkkkkk youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

    Fuck everything…

    I deserve better

    Hopefully it’s true that good things come to those who wait..

    The world loves to test my patience…

    This is most likely the last letter I’ll write here but I’ll still comment on some

    Peace…

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    5 Responses to Silence and patience

    1. Foolish
      July 16, 2015 at 4:04 am

      Hurts like a bitch, doesn’t it?




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    2. Just wow...
      July 18, 2015 at 7:42 pm

      I would love to have someone feel like this about me. This letter is really great and made me smile. Thank you. 🙂




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    3. Twin Flame
      July 25, 2015 at 12:53 am

      WHAT if she did want YOU, just as CRAZY as YOU wanted HER… no shit , you’d be scared and run away from her… feeling like your not GOOD ENOUGh for her, if she makes a complete 180 back to you, and you run just as she ran away from you. What if you got together and got too attached and you got hurt to a point of no recover. How ashamed would you feel if she just wasn’t interested in you and she went out with you cause she felt bad for rejecting you. She’s not the one making you go crazy, you’re doing that to yourself. I’ve had a crush before but there’s no way in hell that I can put that in the same category as a (soulmate or twin flame)( n don’t bullshit yourself that she’s your twin flame because your going to see a shit load of coincidences between you and that person that would make you question yourself , your spiritual beliefs, as well as your sanity, even if you are a rational non-god believing person) Once you learn to love yourself, love will radiate with the people around you. You’ll start attracting women that deserve you, soulmate or not you gotta let her go man (for now)…once you learn the true meaning of a “soulmate” its about love for yourself, not depending on another for self validation…you’ll end up miserable even if she does comes back, and leaves you again due to your insecurity and her insecurity to live up to your expectations. But your only human.. so Its good to be insecure, but not good, too feel entitled to someones love (strong connection or not). If she was truly your soulmate, you’d b happy with the fact that she’s not even with you in the physical, or in the romantic sense, you will always love her, even if she was married to someone else or decides to never make contact with you again. So just think? do you truly love her, or is it just infatuation or lust. Besides there are plenty other mermaids in the sea, you just gotta keep on swimming.




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    4. No
      July 25, 2015 at 7:06 pm

      I would not run away….Way to make a bunch of assumptions. I DO LOVE HER. It’s not infatuation. It’s not lust. I don’t need anybody to tell me how to feel. Thanks.




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    5. Also...
      July 25, 2015 at 8:13 pm

      Just because I’m not happy doesn’t mean I don’t love myself. I DO love myself. I DO attract other women but I don’t feel this connection with any other female in the world. Yes, I’m happy just talk to her. I’m happy I met her, definitely. I am very pleased with my life and I am working towards happiness. Honestly, I’m very close.

      Don’t make so many assumptions please. When you assume, you make an ‘ass’ out ‘u’ and ‘me’.




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