• To my biggest fan:

    by  • July 13, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    You’re the one who watches. You’ve seen my struggles, wins, losses, and heartaches, and you’ve been the cause of a number of them yourself. I’m your dream come true; I fought and conquered every demon you were forced to face. The distance you created and accepted keeps you safe; you think it to be true. When we come to close to each other, we suffer pain. That is, we feel, and thus realize the lack of care we experience for the majority of our lives.

    I’m the one who sees. I’ve witnessed your trials, successes, tribulations, and heartbreaks and I’ve been the root of quite a few myself. You’re my prayer answered; you’ve heard my whispered wishes and intended to make them manifest. The proximity I craved and sought keeps me awake at night; I believe it as a matter of fact. When we’re too far away from each other I bleed from my soul. You write to me in turbulent times, and I respond to you in brief moments of weakness.

    Now it’s my then to call out to you. I need you to reciprocate. You are my equal, as I am yours. I love you, which may be hard to comprehend, but I have faith that if any one person could understand my intentions it would only ever be you. Please.

    Your biggest fan.

    PS Thank you…

    4 Responses to To my biggest fan:

    1. Anonymous
      July 14, 2015 at 2:54 am

      This letter is absolutely beautiful and should be sent…. It resonates with me, I understand it. I’m sure that your person simply needs to hear from you at this point and perhaps is just hoping for something definitive, a clear intention in which to respond. You know that this person loves you… and it’s clear that the two of you have unintentionally hurt each other. For me, I know that true reciprocation is what is needed because I know that I want this person as a part of my life….despite all that has happened we are good to and for each other. It’s pure. Best of luck.

    2. Kat
      July 15, 2015 at 10:27 pm

      Beautiful,this should be sent to your person!

    3. B
      July 21, 2015 at 8:12 pm

      This is lovely, it’s so hard to find someone these days to admire and if it’s mutual, then it sounds like the two of you have something very special indeed. Maybe the distance is there for a reason, but it shouldn’t stop you from being friends. Good luck, you sound like a strong person. I’m sure you’ll be just fine..even if you or your person don’t find the courage to reach out.

    4. August 8, 2015 at 3:55 am

      My Biggest Fan” documents an unlikely friendship forged between two women from very different worlds, . This FAQ is empty.

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