• Nothing ever changes…

    by  • July 13, 2015 • Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    Can I be blamed for having wanted to pursue an isolated, solo life?
    Still now, I am on the outer.
    I left before dinner today, even though I had said earlier I would stay. My mother was so disappointed. But why would I sit at a table for hours where no-one talks to me? Why should I keep trying to insert myself into conversations I’m not included in?
    Being ignored is not polite.
    Me staying in a situation of extreme awkwardness and discomfort to keep one person happy is not polite of me anymore. I used to sitand suffer in silence but I have too much respect for myself now. I get angry.
    Why am I still expected to put up with this horseshit?

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