I’m not sorry for telling you I love you. You’re the only girl I’ve ever loved and that’s the first time I’ve ever told somebody that.. For the past couple days, I’ve felt very different. It’s a feeling I’ve never felt before. I can’t stop feel my heart beating in my chest. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, yet there’s a hole in my heart. I feel like I can barely breathe yet when I leave my house I feel like my soul is more free. I feel really alive right now, really full of life but simultaneously empty. I feel excited, yet scared. I’m ready to live yet ready to die. I’m excited for new experiences.
Of course I love you. I will always love you with all my soul. But, I’ve realized I can still love you and pursue relationships with other girls. I know you don’t want to talk to me right now but you know I’m always available to talk. I love you, and you’ll always have a special place in my heart, mind, and soul. Thank you for being you