• I wrote you a song…

    by  • July 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 20 Comments

    …awhile ago. I don’t think I’ll record it anytime soon though. Funny thing, I’ve never even told you I write. Maybe it could have touched your heart… but you made it clear you don’t want to talk to me. I obviously still love you. Maybe I’ll post the lyrics here one day…I don’t know..not sure what to do..about anything

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    20 Responses to I wrote you a song…

    1. Bundle
      July 9, 2015 at 7:08 pm

      If I was the person referred to, I really wouldn’t want even one way communication, especially as I haven’t been in touch with someone for years.




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    2. author, @bundle
      July 10, 2015 at 12:12 pm

      Yeah, I haven’t seen this person for a year and I haven’t heard their voice for around a year either. I still love her and I just want to talk to her..

      Just because a person hasn’t talked to someone in a year or a certain amount of time doesn’t mean you should give up on them. That’s extremely selfish. She said we were friends and then all of a sudden I’m nothing to her and she shuts me out of her life. She’s very disingenuous….

      I’ll always love her unconditionally though….I wonder if that bothers her




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    3. Bundle @ author
      July 13, 2015 at 10:23 am

      To elaborate : there’s valid reasons that I’m refusing to talk , I’ve posted further along under the title of can’t be bothered as that is how I feel about the situation . I can’t quantify how much I resent having to deal with the view from him that there’s something to be salvaged from it ten years after !

      In your case , I don’t know the situation , maybe if you have absolutely no idea , then as you say , she’s disingenuous , it would appear that you don’t need that ( ie that falsity ) in your life in any case .




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    4. author, @bundle..again
      July 14, 2015 at 11:58 pm

      Hey again, I replied to the can’t be bothered letter and in my situation, we’ve talked last year and very recently. Yeah, we might have met a long time ago but I was too young and stupid to act on that love. I definitely think there’s everything to be salvaged, it’s silly to think otherwise. I still think it was pure love at first sight and that type of love doesn’t just go away..

      You say I don’t need that falsity in my life but believe otherwise…I think she’s only being disingenuous because she’s in a relationship. In my case, it’s extremely hard to believe she never had feelings for me. I don’t think I’m delusional…there are just so many things that lead me to believe she cares or that she once cared. She said we were friends recently and then she suddenly cut off all communication with me. I don’t know…I just wish we could talk it out and then both of us could come out of the situation stronger and wiser…

      *sigh*




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    5. author, @bundle...also...
      July 15, 2015 at 1:28 am

      Also, I think her and I could be really great friends even if she wasn’t interested in me romantically, which I doubt.. Any friendship is worth salvaging. I told her I love her but I never said I have romantic feelings towards her…even though I do. I guess it was kind of implied

      So many relationships are salvaged after years of little to no communication; I also think her and I would have a really nice story of how we ended up together…

      There are a lot of valid reasons I didn’t act on my love for her in the past. For one, I had strict parents growing up and I was told I couldn’t be in relationships with girls, I couldn’t go to parties and school dances, and that I shouldn’t talk to girls..Secondly, she was never single and she was really good at sending mixed signals.

      There’s no doubt in my mind that her and I could be amazing friends, and even more. We had the type of relationship where we could read each other’s minds in a way and communicate with our eyes. I honestly think she’d be touched by the song I wrote her. I was basically holding on to these emotions for all this time and waiting for her to be single or to come to me; but, I decided to contact her because I know we could be amazing friends and maybe even more.

      Part of me thinks that she cares or that she once cared but she doesn’t want to affiliate herself with me because of something that happened last year. Maybe she thinks she’s too good for me now..? I think we would make an awesome couple though. At my best, I think I’m quite dapper, attractive, and a catch. And her? She’s fucking gorgeous, smart, funny, brave, wise, sweet, caring, friendly, amazing, and just attractive to me in every way possible. You might say if we dated that I’d be ‘dating-up’ but honestly she’s everything to me…and I think social classes are bullshit

      Again, I don’t know anything with certainty, except that I love her. I’d do anything to show her how great of a person I can be and anything to be even her friend. .

      I just wish her and I could talk this out like the amazing adults we’ve turned out to be..

      <3




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    6. Author
      July 15, 2015 at 1:19 pm

      Actually…I think I’m going to record the song I wrote for her relatively soon, even if I don’t show it to her. Honestly, I’m really proud of it and it’d be the first song I’ve ever recorded. Maybe I’d post a YouTube link to it on here when it’s done. Maybe not, I’m not sure…

      Honestly, I’m just so upset about this it’s really getting to me. I still think she shouldn’t have cut off communication with me because even if she’s not interested romantically, we could be platonic friends. I’m a pretty innocent guy; I’m nice, smart, caring, generous, smart, attractive, and more. She could help me see things from her perspective if we were friends and maybe I could even fall out of love with her and fall for someone else…..maybe….

      Honestly,I would learn a lot from her from being my friend and she could definitely learn a lot from me.

      Again, I just wish we could talk this out like the amazing adults we’ve grown to be..

      <3




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    7. Author..
      July 15, 2015 at 2:24 pm

      Sorry to whoever has to moderate these comments…I’ve been posting a ton…for good reasons though.. 🙂

      Haha…I didn’t really mean to write the word ‘smart’ twice in that last reply..I guess that’s how smart I am… xD

      I wrote the letters Silence and patience, Fuck you I deserve better, always.., You messed up…, and of course the letter I’m replying to right now. I’ve also written more letters in the past year or so but they don’t matter as much.

      In the past week, I’ve experienced every human emotion possible. The truth is, I don’t know what I deserve. I apologize if I insulted her intellect because that honestly wasn’t my intention. She’s insulted my intellect numerous times in the past and I still love her with all my heart, mind, and soul. All I want is to have a real discussion with her. I can’t stop missing her. I’m hoping her and I can just talk. I have so many questions…..

      *sigh…”




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    8. Bundle
      July 16, 2015 at 7:04 pm

      Started writing and it disappeared . Will try another time .




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    9. Bundle @author
      July 18, 2015 at 11:39 am

      Hi , I started writing the other day , and it’s obviously just from what I’ve read from the three letters you’ve posted , but it seems that you may be out of her league .

      On one level , you appear to realise that




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    10. @Bundle
      July 20, 2015 at 11:51 am

      I really don’t think I’m out of her league. We’re fucking human beings and all humans are equal. I think I deserve to talk to her one last time and ask her all the questions I need to ask. She’s honestly the only girl I’ve ever loved, the only girl I’ve ever had real feelings for and I know for a fact I will always feel this way. I don’t realize that on any level; I was simply acknowledging that she’s a very beautiful girl and other people in society might think she’s out of my league if we were in a relationship. When I’m at my best, I think I’m definitely good enough for her and a catch.

      I fucking love you with all my heart, M.




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    11. Also @bundle
      July 20, 2015 at 12:38 pm

      If you don’t want to talk to this person then why are you even on this website? How did you even know this person would be on here?

      What if this person died right now? Would you feel anything whatsoever?

      In my situation, I’m not suicidal on any level but I know my life can end at any time. Honestly, without her I already feel pretty dead inside. Just talking to her fills all the emptiness in my life and makes me feel like life’s worth living..

      I feel ready to die right now and if there’s one thing I’m glad I did before I die, it’s confessing my love for her.

      Again, I’m not suicidal at all…but how funny/fucked-up it would be if I told this girl I love her, and then I took my own life? That’d be savage…but I’d never do such a thing because I have a lot to live for in life.

      I’ll always love this girl with all my heart, mind, and soul, more than anything or anyone.

      M, I love you.

      <3

      ,~,e




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    12. Also @bundle
      July 20, 2015 at 1:02 pm

      I wrote a comment before that last reply but it disappeared. But, I DO NOT think she is out of my league. I think we are fucking perfect for each other. I am not your average guy in any way, shape, or form. We might be opposites but I think opposites attract and when two very different types of people come together, it can be amazing.

      She doesn’t even know me well; she also hasn’t even seen me since last year and I’ve changed a lot for the better. Yeah, I’m not fucking perfect but neither is she. I mean, she’s closer to perfect than I am but I am honestly an amazing person. I’ve been told by several people in the past I have a good heart, I’m handsome, I’ll be successful, I’m cute, sexy, and more. Honestly, she is the most beautiful, amazing girl I’ve ever seen or met. But, I’m sure a lot of beautiful, sexy girls would be interested in me because of those reasons above.

      I’m a really interesting person and I know I have an intricate, unique, and beautiful mind. I’ve been to hell and back and have the scars to prove it. I don’t know, I have so much love to give and she was/is the only person I want to share that with.

      Honestly, whoever ends up in my arms or whoever ends up getting married to me is a lucky little lady, and obviously I’d be a lucky young man, because she would be just as amazing if not more.

      I love you, M. You’re everything to me..

      <3

      Always…




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    13. Also *
      July 20, 2015 at 1:12 pm

      *How funny/fucked-up would it be*

      not, ‘it would be’




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    14. Bundle @author
      July 21, 2015 at 7:31 am

      Sorry , I’m not telling you how to feel . It’s one of the advantages of the current age that its possible to work someway towards drawing feelings out that were never before possible . So I’m sorry if I trampled on your feelings , because I feel as if I did .
      I spent so many years as a child trying to tell people how I felt , both verbally and non verbally , about a certain situation , but nobody who could do anything about it wanted to .
      Yes , I’m Fantastic Daughter .




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    15. @Bundle
      July 21, 2015 at 10:24 am

      Can you answer the questions I asked about your situation?




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    16. @Bundle Also..
      July 21, 2015 at 11:49 am

      Don’t be sorry please. I’m sorry If you’ve been abused in the past but that shouldn’t skew your perception of the world.

      Though, abortion is a completely different issue I don’t want to get into that right now.

      Me personally?

      I wouldn’t say I was abused growing up but you could say my parents are/were narcissistic dictators. There’s a difference between actual physical abuse and then there’s something like spanking your kids; anyone who actually abuses their kids should be locked up. Yeah, I was spanked a bit growing up, I definitely deserved it. In this day and age especially, I think real parenting is lacking to say the least.

      To be honest though, I love my family. I love the person who I am and the person I’ve become. I look up to everyone in my family and I know they’ll always be there for me.

      I know for a fact I’d make an amazing husband and father in the future. I would always respect my family and I would never abuse my kids whether it’s verbally, emotionally, physically, or any other way. Kids definitely need to be disciplined but there are so many ways to do that in a healthy manner.

      Still, I don’t really see what abuse has to do with my situation..

      <3




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    17. Author
      July 21, 2015 at 1:25 pm

      Honestly, I would never abuse ANYBODY whether it’s verbally, emotionally, physically, or any other way. I may have verbally or emotionally abused some people in the past, but I’ve changed a lot and I’ve grown immensely as a person. Sure, my dark side will still come out once in awhile but now it’s very rare. I honestly think the person this letter is about brings out the best and the worst in me. She’s amazing in every way possible and I’ll always love her, even if she has never loved me or never will love me. She’ll always be my number one to me. And honestly, I could write an infinite amount on this website. I could just write endlessly about how much she means to me, how much I love her, and so on; but, I hate this website. I hate all these constant letters that remind me of her and it just hurts too much for me to keep lingering on it. Sure, I’ll still think about her everyday like I have been since I met her, but I’ll think of all positive things, only the positive things. I might post one more letter and I’ll still comment on some but I plan on not posting anything at all in the future.

      <3

      'Bundle', answer those questions please.




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    18. emma
      July 23, 2015 at 10:53 am

      maybe you will be the next taylor swift, do it




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    19. @emma haha..
      July 27, 2015 at 1:47 am

      I’m a guy…

      Thanks though..




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    20. I will always love MT so passionately it can't be explained with words.
      November 29, 2015 at 4:45 am

      She is my heart. <3 XXXXX




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