• Archive for July 9th, 2015

    Hey, you.

    by  • July 9, 2015 • To You • 8 Comments

    I’m not mad at you. I’m hurt. There’s a big difference. Because I am so fucking tired of this. Whatever this is. I know you’re not affected as I am because you don’t like me the way I like you. Heck, you don’t like me as much as I like you. I’m sorry if this

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    The illusion of us

    by  • July 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 0 Comments

    The Illusion of Us. When we first met, I pegged you for an abnoxious spoilt brat. I apologise. When we first spoke, I concluded that you were a bitch. I’ll never apologise for that because I was right. Sometime between you being a bitch and me smiling , we became deskmates. From then on, it

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    I wrote you a song…

    by  • July 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 20 Comments

    …awhile ago. I don’t think I’ll record it anytime soon though. Funny thing, I’ve never even told you I write. Maybe it could have touched your heart… but you made it clear you don’t want to talk to me. I obviously still love you. Maybe I’ll post the lyrics here one day…I don’t know..not sure

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    by  • July 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Soulmate • 1 Comment

    Why are you so stubborn? If you weren’t do you think that would make me think you were easy? Please, nothing about our relationship has ever been easy, at least not for a long time. Its taken every ounce of my emotional strength to continue loving you the same after every time you cut me

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    by  • July 9, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    It’s midnight. I turn 45 tomorrow or today I guess. I’m feeling lonely. I want more time with you. I need more time with you. I love you. I’m lucky to have you in my life. I’m cursed that you are not a bigger part of it. I love you. Can’t wait to see you.

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