In the last month we started new lives. Sure we haven’t been together for a very long time yet we always managed to keep in touch; but now what with college in very different places and our paths in very different directions it feels a lot more concrete.
I’m embarrassed to say this but I always pictured us reuniting after high school. At first we would go back to being the amazing best friends we always were but after some time you would fall in love with me again and I would have the chance to tell you that I never stopped loving you.
Seeing as that won’t be happening any time soon I am content with just wishing you the very best because quite frankly you deserve it. Maybe we won’t keep in touch, maybe we will find new people to compete with, and laugh with, and make memories with just like we did in high school;but hopefully (and call me selfish)we won’t.
Hopefully you will miss me as much as I’ll miss you,
hopefully when you think of me your stomach will coil into tight knots and your heart will feel as empty as mine.
Hopefully, you’ll remember how much you once loved me and know that I loved you too.
I love you.