• Alone

    by  • July 5, 2015 • * Safe for Work * • 3 Comments

    I feel all alone….After what happened, I just can’t help but feel like no one understands. I feel like crying 95% of the time, but I have to put on a smile and act like eveything is okay. I overthink too much and that just makes everything worse. I wish I didn’t hate myself, but I look at myself and think of all the mistakes I’ve made and what’s happened in the last year and I just can’t think of a moment that I was really, truly happy. I pray everyday that I will die…..I don’t know how to ask anyone for help.

    3 Responses to Alone

    1. A another
      July 6, 2015 at 12:23 pm

      Sometimes we all hit low points in our lives and it can be stressful and depressing. However, best thing you can do is focus on improving yourself. We cannot change the past and whats done is done, we can only learn from it and change our futures. Maybe you have a friend or family member you can confide in. Talking about it can make you feel better. I wish you good luck.

    2. Let it go
      July 6, 2015 at 2:52 pm

      I’ve been there. It takes time, but, you’ll be okay. You’ll be stronger. Little by little, let it go.

    3. A New Leaf
      July 8, 2015 at 2:09 am

      I may not know what situation you are referring to but a few years ago I had hit that emotional downfall. I was a completely different person. I was depressed, cold and envious. As a result of my constant negative feedback and dislike for myself. I was filled with hate, I despised everything and I felt no emotion. I was numb. Sometimes I can feel that anger and pain rising back up trying to take over again. But I wont let it. It was my past and I still think about it and regret it, but the pain has helped me grow and help many other people. This soon for you will be your past and should you choose to forgive yourself for your mistakes and realize that its in the past. Overtime you will love yourself and heal the open wounds you have. Remember it’s the mistakes that we make, that eventually make us stronger. Namaste

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