• How can you be so selfish

    by  • July 1, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Betrayal • 0 Comments

    I honestly had the best days of my life with you and i always knew that i loved you way more than you loved me. Today is the day when i realised that you never actually loved me. Maybe it was an illusion, maybe I was going crazy. If everything that has ever happened between us is real then i don’t understand how it is possible to throw me away like this. When i messaged you that someone tried to rape me you didn’t give a fuck, when i told you that i was lost you just ignored me. How can you still sleep, do you even understand whats happening? Even people that i didn’t know helped me, why does everyone care more than you? Im kind of happy that you’re so selfish because life is a lot easier this way. And i want your life to be easy. Believe it or not, i still fucking care about you. I still love you. And i still want you to make up excuse why you didn’t reply when i told you everything. I never cried this much in my life. Don’t even know what hurts more, the fact that someone just tried to rape me or that my best friend doesn’t care about it. Probably the second one.
    Bye, A
    Still love you lots xoxo

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