• ‘Choices’

    by  • July 1, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    Nothing ever really changes and yet it does, so the time to say ‘goodbye’ draws near.

    You kept & still keep your eyes shut pretending everything will be alright between us.

    Yes, I said we will both be alright and we will be.

    Separately.

    You your life and I my life.

    You want me to be yours, all of me BUT you don’t want me.

    What else,

    really,

    is there to say?

    Forgive me but I can no longer live without you, with you, it just hurts too much and

    I am so ready to live. I will at least try… soon.

    Words mean nothing without action and yet, everything you said had such a profound impact on my life, meant so much and hurt equally.

    You will probably never really understand how deep my rabbit hole is even when I used to say “you know”.

    Time is so very near of when I have to tell you….

    No blame
    No regrets
    No apology for loving you
    No apology for leaving you

    My choice, all of it where you say you never had one…Oh sweet lie – Goodbye

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    5 Responses to ‘Choices’

    1. a nobody
      July 2, 2015 at 12:30 am

      Sounds lke your mind was already made up before you left your person.Such is life,cause stringing a person along for your own personal gain or to spare feelings,just never pans out.One gets hurt more than the other,cause one loved and the other just needed what the other had to offer,but that one,probably never truly loved the other.I am sorry,but its just the truth of how those type of relationships usually turn out in the end.One taking advantage of the other until the other is depleted,then the other walks away using some sort of excuse,but its really because the hole they helped dig,they werent willing to help the other dig out of.




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    2. .
      July 2, 2015 at 1:03 am

      Maybe the person wants you
      Does not want you to leave…

      Why does it have to be separate ways
      Why not together




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    3. if
      July 2, 2015 at 10:29 am

      You were my person… I would say: I am still here. You know you only need to call me. I always loved you and still do.




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    4. Nobody
      July 3, 2015 at 12:01 pm

      @ a nobody – had to read your comment several times and still not sure I comprehend fully. All in all it seems as if you have everything pretty backwards. I understand that my expressed emotions stirred something in you that you in some way relay to in regards to your own situation. See sometimes a shoe is really just a shoe and not a boot or high heel.

      @. Why not together – because that is his choice, one he claimed he never had

      @ if – I am not your person but if you feel the way you say you do, you should let them know. While silence can be gold, it’s not an answer.




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    5. @nobody
      July 3, 2015 at 1:43 pm

      There’s a name for those sort of people. Its called NARCISSIST.




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