• Regrets.

    by  • June 28, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse • 2 Comments

    I wish I would’ve said something, I wish I could’ve said something. These secrets burned a hole in me, and my actions took away many people I had cared for deeply. I’m not angry with anyone who turned their back on me, I should’ve been honest, but in truth… All of the hurt was lingering in my subconscious, at the time I really had no grasp on what was making me act out. You may have moved on with your life, and I know I need to too, but I can’t, you don’t know how guilty I feel, for all the things I’ve done. I wish more than anything in the world that I could start over, forget all of this, and get another chance. If I just could of stopped it, or even understood, maybe things would be different.

    I know you’ll never know what went on back then, even with a line of communication open, I don’t have the guts to complain about something that was my fault. I’m scared of making myself look worse, so it’s for the best that I keep my suffering to myself.

    I wish you the best,

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    2 Responses to Regrets.

    1. Anon
      June 28, 2015 at 9:24 pm

      Sorry to hear all the pain you are going through. There must have been a reason for doing the things you did, deep down inside you probably already know. It may take some time to realize though. Why don’t you talk to your friend he/she may not have have not moved on like you think. Suffering in silence is not healthy for anyone involved. Talk to someone you trust. There has got to be 1 person you can speak with that you trust.

      On another note give your people some time, it’s called processing they could come back around…just have a little patience and be kind to yourself. Don’t live with regrets as nobody is perfect, we all make mistakes in life. Take it one day at a time, you just may be surprised how the situation could work out after all.

      Please don’t suffer in silence alone…

      Will be praying for you…

      Many blessings to you.




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    2. Jk
      November 1, 2015 at 8:19 pm

      Can understand. Secrecy drives one to take crazy actions .




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