• I’m Sorry

    by  • June 26, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 5 Comments

    First, I want to say I’m sorry. For not calling, for being so far away, and most of all, for not showing you how much I love you. From the day I met you I knew that you were the one, pure and simple, and I’m sorry that I couldn’t convey that. I’m sorry I left to follow my own path without regard for yours because it was the biggest mistake of my life. I thought I needed to do things for myself to be happy, but now I know all I ever needed was you. Now it’s too little too late and I have no one to blame but myself, and that is the worst punishment of all.

    5 Responses to I’m Sorry

    1. Bee
      June 27, 2015 at 7:32 am

      Its never too late.

    2. Anon
      June 27, 2015 at 12:39 pm

      Having been in a similar situation, I can tell you that it’s never too late. You should tell them how you feel – even if you don’t get the answer you want. You’ll never know unless you do

    3. Starr
      June 27, 2015 at 1:27 pm

      This is what I have always needed to hear from my ex… Though he apologized to me, it was not genuine, not sincere… Because instead of being truly sorry and simply taking full responsibility for the dissolution of our relationship, he rehashed everything in a pathetic attempt to make excuses for himself, and he threw his new life and happiness in my face. He pointed fingers and asserted that we were both responsible – which is simply not true… It was nowhere near 50/50 faulted. He chose to blame the “toxicity” of our relationship for the ultimate failure, and he even went so far as to claim that we had been toxic for eachother from the very beginning – which is also not true. He was free to leave me at any point in time throughout our 2.5 year relationship; in fact, I encouraged him to be honest enough to do so if he ever began to doubt us. But instead, he continued to deceive me by allowing me to believe that I was the center of his world. I believed that he loved me as much as I loved him.. And then the ugly truth revealed itself by way of infidelity, violence and abandonment. His apology was every bit as fake as he was… I’ve been told that I need to stop carrying so much anger toward him, and that I need to learn how to “forgive”… But you see, forgiveness must sometimes be earned. It is not that I am unable to forgive; but rather, it is that he is unable to feel true remorse. The letter that you wrote here is sincere, it is genuine.. I think that you should consider sharing this with the person who is intended to see it. I think he/she just may appreciate your bravery & honesty… And who knows, maybe this person could even forgive you.

    4. Something I needed
      June 28, 2015 at 11:57 am

      I wish you had the guts to tell a sincere apology to my face. To look me in the eyes, and see for yourself, the extent to which you had hurt me.
      I didn’t get a sincere apology. Not that any apology would suffice. But atleast I would know that you are aware of exactly what you did to me and that would give me some kind of closure.
      I will not get back the time that I invested, doing all the things that I did. All I ever wanted to do was love you. You didn’t let me do that. It would require you to move heaven and earth if you were ever to make things right. And even then, I cannot tell you whether it would be enough.

      A sincere sorry for now would probably help you sleep better at night.

    5. Nobody
      June 28, 2015 at 5:24 pm

      I too wished he would be feeling like this, and more so, expressing this to me. Wishful thinking only but everything in life has a reason I suppose. One day I will find reason for following my heart this far just to wind up returning to where I have left from so very long ago.
      For him, it is not too late, I am here – still – but more than silent words would be needed to find our happy ending. Once I am gone, the realist within simply doesn’t know and no crystal ball can possibly reveal this future.
      I know you are not him but maybe this motivates you to dig deeper, deep enough to find it within yourself to go all the way and stand what you wrote here. Effort may be scary but regret is worse.

      My Motto, and no matter how hard it was at times… No regrets ever, so far I have none – I always gave it all.

      Wishing you all my best!

    Leave a Reply