I have to get this off my chest. 18 months after the event, I am still so jealous, of her, you and everything. Why couldn’t I have a happy ever after?
You, landed on your feet, didn’t you? Do you still love and miss me? Do you think about us?
Yes I still love and miss you very much. But what is the point? You could have had it all – unconditional love, happiness, freedom, the closeness,, passion, spontinatety and open honesty that you crave so much.
But you have chosen your path, and you are now walking it.
Me? I have to start all over again. But in my eyes the door will never be shut to you. Just open the door, I just hope you come and find me there waiting and hoping, that you have just walked in. I still miss you so very much.
Take care, my love xx