I’ve come to the realization that maybe i’m not that person who just doesn’t want to be in a relationship because i want to have fun and be single.
I think im that person who’s scared to commit, because once you do… Your walls are down. There is no putting them back up after someone has seen all of you.
Once you’re vulnerable… they know you, they know the person you are. Maybe that scares me… Maybe once I meet someone who i can actually connect with, that maybe they’ll see who i am and might not like what they see.
I think this is the most truth i’ve written and read to myself.