You’ve destroyed us. You can’t have it back. You can’t have me back. You chose to push me from your life while continuing to embrace her….while you continued to try to re-build things with her. You wonder why I can’t still be your best friend? Still stay in the business aspect of “us”? I’ll tell you why!!!! You tore my heart out and felt no remorse. You continue to submerge yourself deeper into a relationship with a women that cheated on you. Told you that you deserved it….all while you were sick and fighting for your life. All I’ve done is given you my unconditional loved. Fought for us when everyone told me to walk away (I was the fool). I’ve given you pieces of me that I’ve never given anyone….I loved you, all aspects of you. One day this won’t hurt as badly as it hurts now. One day…you’ll just be someone I used to know. Why can’t that be today.