I haven’t slept in days knowing how much pain and confusion you are in. I am so sorry, feeling like all of this is my fault. Should have known better, than to take it as far as I did. You are persuasive, and I finally caved in. Though, I should have known better.
I have been praying every waking moment and before I try to sleep, that you will be happy one day. With much love, joy and peace. I wish you nothing but the best, with no remorse, and no regrets. Most of all love, which you so much deserve….
The hardest part for me, is knowing, I not only lost my lover, but I have lost my mentor, and my best friend. Who can I talk to now, get annoyed with, and just be there for me. Guess I just go back myself now, and try my best to depend on me. Since you are no longer around, who else could there be?
Maybe we will be blessed in another life, when we meet again, our next journey could be a blast. We could love, live and laugh! What more could one ask…
I miss you so much, I have always loved you and always will, this will never change! Until we meet again.
With much love and admiration…
Your Feisty Tinkerbell…..