Do you even realise what you have done ? How you broke my heart in half and betrayed my trust ? I still cannot comprehend after all these months apart how a man can invent a trustworthy innocent character for himself and pretend to be that character for 2 years to then show his true colours. I have loved you with all my heart how could you betray and replace me? Do you realise I’m not capable of loving or trusting again? That I don’t look at people the same way ? That I look past every single guy and push them away ? Do you realise I will have to settle for a guy that I’m not capable of loving all because of you. I will never forgive you for the manner in which you got rid of me from your life, and erased every single memory of us. I seriously hope a day comes when your conscious awakens and regrets your decision. I hope you suffer as much as I have suffered and always carry the burden with you, and I hope your heart breaks when you realise how much you have hurt a person that was ready to marry you. Why did you do it? Why did you damage something so beautiful, and make us both suffer for it in future?