• i wish

    by  • June 17, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    I sit alone with with my thoughts wishing i was with you, although i do not know you or even know if you exist.. some nights laying next to a man who i keep telling myself i want to be with wasting his time and mine, waiting wondering if i am doing the right thing, so jaded so hurt so guarded yet hopeful and patient so long since i actually loved that i am not sure if i would recognize love if it was in front of my face…….watching couples walking hand and hand, videos of love tears streaming down my face just aching for a man to hold me, love me kiss me but kiss me love me and hold me in a way that awakens love that i have never felt………

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