So I’m 22, I have a beautiful baby & an amazing fiance. My family is a little crazy but all in all I’m blessed.I’m pretty much in love with my life and in awh over my little family I created.I’m happier than I have ever been in my life, hands down. With that said, lets talk about my past, my past is not so great. All my teenage life I was depressed and suicidal. I still till this day can recall that feeling of emptiness and hopeless. I can honestly say though I was young and stupid and id never ever take my own life today I look forward to my future everyday….i was so unbelievably stupid for wanting to ever do those things to myself. I ask for forgiveness everyday. But anyways not that I love my life I have tumors growing all through out my body. The doctors have no clue what they are…im so sad that I once wished for this to happen to me and now that it is i absolutely love my life… The irony is unreal.
Scared is a total understate ment.