• I didn’t know

    by  • June 14, 2015 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Woke up this morning with tears in my eyes/You had to leave and I couldn’t say goodbye
    Casey, I saw a picture of you and I feel apart/I didn’t know until now that I gave you my heart.

    Damn. I ask god, what should I do?/ Because I just realized that I really love you.

    You were the one that I reveal myself to, the one person who I opened up through and through. I value your mind and silence of course. But feel really down because all this to you, I’ve voiced. You didn’t say much, but your actions spoke loud. You simply smiled, and my will was gone.

    Damn. I wish you knew, or maybe you do maybe you’re to shy to say that you care too.

    And even as I sit and think of all the adventure we’ve been on, I can’t help but feel that you are truly gone. I prayed today that our stars align. But I think god has plans for you and I cant be around.

    I know this is too much for you to hear. But life is too short to be silenced by fear. Fear of rejection, Fear of love, Fear of god who judges above. But Casey, my hearts stopped the minute you left.

    I wrote the on the CD for you. And even if its a hidden song on that CD, its called Casey’s song because I sang and played my guitar for you. No one has ever known that side of me. But you gave me the courage to set my secret free. You don’t say much and that’s okay. But I know you are my guy the minute we met.

    I hope your journey leads you back to me. In my song its say: Ive got you and you got me and we have us OH you will see. Until we meet again my friend.

    Always,

    EM

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